I'm not doing so good today. I guess it's to be expected, this is usually around the time (during a month) when I start feeling everything more. I think women are made this way because we need to be able to process what life deals us, but if we always felt everything this intensely we wouldn't be able to function ever.
Didn't go to work today. Still in my pajamas on the couch (at 12:30 in the afternoon). Since I'm already in "that" place, I decided to work on Mom's slideshow today. I've been trying to figure out how to get it on a disc to send out to relatives for awhile. This was the first time I tried to with my new laptop, and it actually worked. Sweet success- and one less thing hanging over my head! That slideshow is a killer though. I feel like a limp wrung out dishrag. I hadn't watched it since the funeral, and it hasn't lost any of it's emotional impact. At least today wasn't a total loss now- even if I've done nothing else, I did the slideshow.
Didn't go to work today. Still in my pajamas on the couch (at 12:30 in the afternoon). Since I'm already in "that" place, I decided to work on Mom's slideshow today. I've been trying to figure out how to get it on a disc to send out to relatives for awhile. This was the first time I tried to with my new laptop, and it actually worked. Sweet success- and one less thing hanging over my head! That slideshow is a killer though. I feel like a limp wrung out dishrag. I hadn't watched it since the funeral, and it hasn't lost any of it's emotional impact. At least today wasn't a total loss now- even if I've done nothing else, I did the slideshow.
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| My favorite pic of my momma and I (from the slideshow)taken right after my great niece (and Mom's great grand-daughter) Aiyana was born. Happy tears that day. |
1 comment:
Aww...I love that picture of the two of you. Never feel guilty about having one of those days. Sometimes they are needed.
Love ya tons, Melissa
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