It's been six months today since Mom died. It still doesn't feel real, and I guess it probably won't ever feel real. I can still hear her voice in my head. The way she bickered with Steph about all the things they squabbled over (and that voice makes me smile as I type this), and the way she would say "BiiiIIiiiLLL" at my dad to get his attention (also makes me smile). I can feel exactly what it was like to hug her, how she smelled, what it felt like when she kissed me on the cheek and told me she loved me. Man, I miss her.
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